Answer this: "Sup?"

haha, that's rite, my favourite saying, =P I swear it's outta habit, but I don't plan to break it, so ya, =P too bad pplz, DEAL WITH IT! that's rite! haha newayz tho.... nothin' much goin on, only thing is.... hmmmm.... well, I achieved the silver level Duke of Edinburgh's Award over the summer, and I am now working towards my gold level. I've also started a Duke of Edinburgh's Award club at school, so if neone's interested, just lemme noe cause I'm gonna help as much as I can, I'll b tryina arrange things so that all the preliminary training can be done inside the club without any cost (e.g. first aid, map reading, knowledge of equipment) and ya. lol, I'll pretty much work my ass off to make SURE u'll achieve watever award u're aiming for, I'll give u my 110%. newayz tho... other than that... I've joined a buncha other stuff too, like ultimate, art, anime club so I'm pretty much busy all the time on top of my homework load, and I'm in a band... we're bout to have a performance too... so ya, kinda stressed out lately... well, don't be surprised when u see me graduate with white hair... I saw it comin all summer. haha. ok then.... I guess I'll just leave off on this note? so ya.... newayz, if u wanna noe more bout the Duke of Edinburgh, just ask me, and I'll be more than happy to give u as much info as I can. ok then, later!

p.s. I've finally updated! haha, even tho it was crap, but hey, at least I said more than one word! =P kk then, later!

holy crap, yaya, I noe, haven't updated in THE longest time! haha, well, not THE longest cause I've done longer... cough cough but ANYWAY! haha, not much goin on rite now, been super busy tho, had so much to do and shiet, especially since it's chinese new years, been spending it wit da family, grandparents and all, so goin all traditional, which I guess aint' that bad. kinda fun, sometimes, haha, ended up playin sooo much majong, and I'm actually startin to win some stuff, well... technically everyone was lettin my grandpa win, but I won a couple times (just so I'd have enough $$ to pay him... haha, but it was still fun) me and my cuz was tryina make ours all purdy lookin and stuff, that was cool. ya ok, I'll shut up about majong now, u'd have to b there to experience it, haha. newayz tho, been chillin n playin bball every friday now afta skool, so dat's been a lot of fun. I'm startin to get da hang of it too, =P Skool's been tough, got all these MID-TERMS comin up rite now, so that's just BS! but o wellz, I'm gonna b studyin my ass off for it, so hopefully, I don't DIE, haha. tha dan that's s'all good. hmmm... what else am I missin? heh, o well, probabhly doesn't matter if I don't even remember it. but ok, I hope everyone had an AWESOME chinese new years, keep me posted on whats goin on wit y'all! newayz, I'm out, latez!

Quote: "You wanna know what my secret is? I never saved anything for the trip back" - Gattaca (Vincent is so cool! haha, ya, I'm still "gushin" ova that, such a good movie, =P had tearin, the FIRST time only!! haha)

WOOT WOOT! X-MAS is FINALLY here y'all! newayz, I think u all knew that by now, haha. so much for a break tho, I've been piled down wit so much hw it ain't even funny. but ya, been dyin so far, but I think I'm revivin now, and YES it's been forever since I lasted update, no worries, u're not the first to say that already, haha, so I'm updatin already ok?! =P

Went to this kung fu part on saturday... sad to say... it disappointed me... LOL! jkjk, it was alritez I guess, there was a magician show... that lil nathan guy was cute ( I mean his act) but some parts... kinda retarded... jeez.. I'm mean, but overall he was good! haha, dunno, didn't really eat much there tho cause there was all this MEAT stuff n y'all noe I'm a VEGGIE (vegetarian) rite? lol, but that's alrite. It was kinda cool I guess, hmmm... got to see cameron MC for the thing, kinda laffed at first cause the first thing he said was to make sure not to throw away the juice boxes instead of the usual "welcome to this x-mas party" stuff, but it was all good. *shrugs* but the music part (performance) was cool, I liked that part. n ya, I watched cameron get that best coach of the year award... and somehow.. I wasn't even surprised, I knew it was comin... -_-'

I've got relatives flyin in this wednesday tho, so my entire x-mas break is seriously JAM packed, cause even my dad is gonna come visit me (haven't seen him in over 10 years) but he's only stayin for a couple days... but that's ok. And the fact I got all this hw.. chem, math, capp11, and socials, means I got a lot of jugglin to do... did I mention I could NEVER juggle?! gosh, wonder how I'm gonna handle things. but ya... hope I still have time to hang wit friends... and especially make it for that AWESOME slumber party! (tho I dunno if it'd b AWESOME just yet, haha) I really wanan go!!! damnit... but ya...

Yes, I made honor roll first term (for those who were wonderin) but no, I'm not proud of it.. I noe I coulda done better, but then I went and messed up durin the last bit of first term cause I was stupid and decided to fool around and put all my concentration on the Dance Team performance for the HSBC tornament. *sigh* but it was still fun! rite u guys?! haha, think everyone got excited and wanted to do it again soon. We're gonna have approx. 3 more performances this january too (once school starts up again) one old dance routine, but two new ones. So wish us good luck! gonna b tough tryina remebmer everything, haha.

Oh ya, I finally went and got VX too, now I can REALLY say I have every blog possible... haha, well, almost anyways, if there's somethin I don't have.. tell me, and I'll b sure to get it and never update! =D at least that seems to b the pattern for all the ones I've got so far! haha. (but hey, if u've already got vx, come check up on me and lay me a tag, alritez? it's fallen_phoenix yes, this time it's actually spelled CORRECTLY, haha)

and btw, michie makes awesome blinkies whether she wants to admit it or not, so I'd like to thank her for makin some for me. =D I still look at them. lol. how's everyone's capp proj goin? mine... was varily disappointin... did u noe one of my top 10 occupations was a custodian?! LOL! like wat the FUK! dat piece of SHIIEEET yo! haha, anyways, I was foolin around tho, I prob make sure I do better answers (for REAL answers) afta.

OH! and SHIRLEY!! u neva came bak to skool for that visit before u went to HK!! I still have ur damn prez stuck in my locker! haha, u gonna get some b-day beatins for that!! haha, jk

oh! n thx 4 all dose ppl who still freakin puttin up wit me! haha, ya, I noe I can b a REAL PAIN in the ass, but hey! who isn't! u tell me! (don't say it's u...c ause u noe u r! haha, jk, =P) n yes, thx to those who keep checkin up on my xanga to make sure I'm still alive as well, like victoria and nathan (michie's awesome friends, haha), brian (BB! haha), vanessa (frenchit! would sure LOVE to, lets go! *wink wink* haha, jk) , ice_beriiz (haven't talked to u in forever! n ya... my aim is messed up... ah! get msn n lets CHAT!), hermione_jen! (still good wit HP? lol, I'm still lovin it, howz UR holiday been?) michie, zanku, chaize, n estella! u ppl r awesome! =P n stupid matthew almost KILLED us for dat english proj on friday! haha, but he pulled thru, thx for spendin dat 25 cents, haha, =P

hmmm... wat else is there to say... lotz.. but don't have the time, gotta go to BED yo! haha, so I betta get goin, latez everyone! n MERRY X-MAS! (incase I don't say it ON the day)

Latez peepz!

P.S. CY... gonna miss u so much!! hope u come bak soon, seriously... had a great talk with u on the phone tho, I hope everything turns out ok. and no worries, I'll keep dat promise I made for u... but keep ur end of da promise.. come bak soon! everyone misses u... but hey, merry x-mas anywayz, think of HK as a long vaca, we all noe u're gonna come bak... BEFORE this year is over! got that?! don't b gone too long, miss u lotz already even tho u left just yesterday... remember to email ok? and tell me ur new email SOON! esther and me wanna get in contact real soon, kk, haf the best holiday u can, remember, it's only a VACA!

PEACE!

For those who have been asking about my username on msn:

A phoenix may fall, but it's always strong enough to rise again. I'm going to be that phoenix. I'm growing, and I know I'm becoming stronger. I fell a long time ago, and I thought I'd never be able to stand up. Not on my own. I became the fallen phoenix. And I always seemed to believe I'd always be like that. But I guess I was wrong. And I'm glad I was. Because now, I can rise. That's why my username on msn is "I may be a fallen phoenix but I'm forever rising..." that's what's going to keep me going. I know I'll only fly higher each and everytime I fall. And I'm glad. And I've got to thank everyone who's helped me fall, and especially those who've stood by me the entire time when I was beginning to rise. With your support, I knew, I wasn't really alone. And there are no words that could possibly express my gratitude. What more could I possibly say?

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